…No fear. Last night was lovely, and this morning, too. Chill time in the evening, each doing our own thing, no strain, no distress; the hours passed quickly into night, and the night was serene. I woke feeling… something complicated and good. After some time meditating and a little yoga, I checked my email. (I often don’t bother with technology in the morning at all.) An email from a friend reminded me that there is a future and a world beyond the quiet of dawn, and i took a moment to face my fears a bit practically, with great compassion for my need for routine and certainty.
I feel calm, and I feel… ready? Ready. It’s a sense of self that goes just a bit beyond ‘feeling secure’ or confident. It carries with it years of experience, relevant and irrelevant, and a powerful will – and this morning, it also has humor, resolve, and perspective. Perspective has gotten to be a big deal with me, lately. 😀
So, another work day ahead of me, and I am poised at the edge of a promising future. Funny to be 50 and still looking ahead… I wonder what life will hold in 2023? 2033? 2063? Damn I’d love to be here for all of that and more!
I’ve been hard on myself for a really long time. This morning, I am treating myself well. If we run into each other later – I’ll treat you well, too. If we each make a practice of reliably treating ourselves well, and sharing that with the people we interact with each day, each moment… I actually don’t have an ending for that sentence. Let’s explore the outcome together?
simple beauty
Evening Light 