Brain fog and distractions. I’m having trouble staying focused. I am not even having a profoundly difficult experience of pain or anxiety… it’s wild. It’s been a rollercoaster for days. I’m in pain or I’m dealing with my anxiety. They each distract me from the other without actually changing my circumstances at all. I still hurt when I’m anxious. I’m often still anxious when I’m in pain. I don’t necessarily experience them separately… or conflate them into a single experience, either. I just… find myself chronically distracted by one or the other or both.

…Maybe more coffee will help…

I got distracted coming back with a hot cup of coffee. Not by my pain, nor by my anxiety. Nope. I got distracted by one of life’s joys; a great conversation with another human. Connection. How does really connecting with another person do so much good? It was a nice break in the day. A few friendly minutes on other subjects entirely. Win.

…I still hurt.

…I still have to manage my anxiety.

I’m okay right now, though, and I just remember (again) that it’s a long weekend ahead. 🙂 I guess I’ll begin again…